When does a heart begin to heal from the end of friendship

Where does a heart begin, when its scars are still raw

When the simple exchange of words release old pains

The darkness contain within leaks out, a spiral of smoke that fills my senses

She has a hundred sins that she has never had to answer for

Her virtues have long been left behind

Morals a thing she has long discard

She speaks of belittlement and talking down, when this is her description of herself

I have just come to terms that the person I trusted to hold in my heart

My best friend, was my bully

The consent bullying wore on me, the moment I spoke up she grew more aggressive

It was a hard thing to realise I had made a mistake

This was the not a friend

To think of the things I let slide, the things I lost

I only have myself to blame, I was warned of who she would be

I didn't take it into account

I thought our friendship would rule it all

But I was wrong

There should be a cure for a break of a best friend as there is with a boyfriend

In movies there is always the friend when the lover goes away

But of when your best friend that is gone

Your meant to think a friendship can endure more

But at the end of the day I must draw a line

And abuse is not fair in any form

It is a subject you don't really think about

Bully as a child but as you enter adulthood you don't think of a friend being abusive

Abuse is never OK and most don't realise they are being abused as that's half its charm

You slowly lose who you are and their words are what you hear

So goodbye my old friend

Hello my freedom from abuse

And help me have the strength to stay away